Treasure the things around you before its too late to regret.

Camp~

2011-07-03T22:59:00.003+08:00

Initially i didn't wanted to go for camp as i dreaded camps ttm.. :S However this camp was so fun! :D Hahas but my legs, arms and toes are so painful!! Squats, crunches, push ups.. eeee! hahhahas! :D

im back!

2011-06-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

Well.. It had been a long long longggg time since i last came into this page.. I came back in all thanks to MUMU! <3 hahas! I want a mumu sooo badly! :(:( But well.. I think i will not have it .. Nvm.. Just dream of it then.. But i would be very happy if i really got one though.. :)
I had been tearing quite often this few days.. Thanks to chicken boy.. :'( Hais.. I really have no idea what should i do?? Should i forget about him? Hais.. Really duno wad to do :( Maybe time will heal everything.. :( I hope so.. :(
Ok thats all.. Bye..

I dun noe wads wrong with me..

2011-03-31T20:45:00.003+08:00

Well this few weeks had been terrible.. I have no idea what's wrong with me either.. Everything isn't going on smoothly.. Results had been terrible.. Life had been horrible.. Bottling everything inside.. Hais no idea how much longer can i stand it.. :/ Feel so lonely.. Alone.. Facing everything alone.. :(:( Luckily there's still one person whom i can turn to for help and thats my favourite teacher! Thanks mdm lye.. Well thats all.. Bye...

:/

2010-12-27T19:06:00.003+08:00

Mag came to my house today to watch my childhood video.. After that we went to west mall and we shopped around, watched movie, played arcade and shopped around.. It was quite fun. Now im chatting wif ahma and doing my homework.. Sianz.. Im very afraid of next year.. :/ Hais..
Sometimes i wonder.. Are there true friends in this world? Or 'friends' are just people who will be there when they need you? When you are not needed, you will be cast to one side.. Hais.. :'( Perhaps i have to start to not care about those called 'friends' and start to think more about myself.. Me, myself and i.. :/
Hais nothing to blog le la.. I go and do my work and talk to ahma le.. Byeeee!

It had been months.. Im back..

2010-12-07T15:24:00.003+08:00

Time flies.. It had been months since i last came into this site to pen down my thoughts.. Well, many things had happened.. And had past.. :/ Let's talk about school first.. Its the holiday now.. There is around 20 plus more days before school reopens again.. And when that happened, it means its time to start my engine moving again.. Gonna take 3 sciences next year.. Hais.. I dun have confident to score well for them.. But i will still try my best and hope that i can score well for my Os in around 1 yr plus.. God please guide and bless me.. Thank you.
Next, since its the holiday, im at my grandmother's house as usual. But now im at aljunied, my cousin's house.. I really miss last holiday badly.. I miss hanging out with you.. I miss having you around.. Having you as a company despite knowing that we will never be as close as you and her.. I dun mind. I just hope that we can hang out and have fun together.. But things is getting worse as day progresses.. Despite having no improvements, everything is declining downwards.. And thats so depressing and heart saddening.. :(:(:( Why had everything changed in a blink of a eye? :'(
Well i have nothing more to add on.. I just find this holiday so... PATHETIC! ZZZ...

I'm back...

2010-09-05T12:43:00.000+08:00

It had been 21 days since I last pen down my thoughts.. Well you can say that many things had happened.. But once again, it had passed.. Wasn't satisfied with my results at all.. But since i'm in the 'improving half' according to mdm lye, I will continue studying barhx I hope.. Sometimes, I really wish and hope that you two can actually believe and have faith in me.. Do you two even spare a thoughts for my feelings? Assuming, accusing.. What's wong with you two? Zzz.. I find that it's getting harder and harder to communicate with you two.. Forget it.. I'm sick and tired of trying.. Maybe I should just let it be.. I may feel better.. Bye..

Realised that i haven't been blogging for a long long time..

2010-08-14T12:23:00.003+08:00

Going meet Winnie later at 1pm then go for tuition.. :S:S Chat with Averyl ahma on the phone till around 2.20 last night. I was not tired cos i nap for around 4 hours before that.. But i think she will be damn tired la.. Poor thing..
Yesterday was the founders day celebration.. It was okok la.. Just freaking hot under the sun.. Sianz.. Life is so boring.. It like doing the same thing everyday.. NO LIFE MANXZ.. -.-
So far we have 4 tests next week according to Mdm Lye.. I only can think of 2 sia.. Whats the other 2 test.. DIE.. :S Sianz tommorrow Vanessa got camp.. I will be all alone in Catechism class.. Dun wan go sia.. :S:S
Ok la thats all needa get ready to meet Winnie liao.. Byeeee..

Post to make my blog come back to life..

2010-08-07T23:15:00.003+08:00

Went for the sc mass dance today.. I was all wet.. :S Lazy to elaborate.. Blah blah.. Went to BBP.. From 20 plus bucks become $1.60 left.. Pathetic.. Went to attend mass then went for my ahma's birthday party.. Thats all.. Most probabily talking to Averyl on the phone later. :) Bye all..

~Moody~

2010-07-15T21:18:00.004+08:00

Hais.. So moody.. Also dun really know the reason.. I think it is because of 'you' .. War.. If it is really because of 'you'.. Wapiang.. Like that i really regretted knowing 'you' liao.. It is not because you aren't good or anything.. Its just that if my mood can be affected so much by 'you'.. It isn't good for me.. I dun noe why.. Maybe i am being too paranoid or something.. But i think you are using me.. Zzz.. Nevermind.. I dun wan think about it liao.. And i also dun wish to.. -.- Hais.. :(:( Feeling extremly down now.. :S
Well.. I think that is all.. Bye..
P.S: I really hope that you are not using me.. Orelse i would be super hurt ok.. Dun treat me like a 'spare tyre' please.. :S For once, i hope that my observations are wrong.. Hais..

Tests, Homworks.. Wapiang..

2010-07-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

Well i am back to blogging.. Hmm.. So many tests next week cum this week.. Tons of homeworks.. Sianz.. So sleepy.. :/ Wanna meet them sia.. Super miss Wan Ting, Xiu Lan, Liang and Siong sia.. :( Wanna meet you guys ASAP! :(
Well.. 1,2,3,4,5,6 guys.. -.-
Ok la thats all.. Bye..

I may not say much but deep inside me i am really terrified..

2010-07-12T18:32:00.003+08:00

Well.. Tomorrow is the starting of it.. I am really afraid.. Hais.. Prepared for the worst.. :/ But i might not have the courage to do certain stuffs.. I am a coward isn't it? But i am really afraid.. No one can understand how am i feeling now.. Its terrible.. :'(
God please bless me. :'( Please! But this is life isn't it? Everybody got to leave this world one day.. Sooner or later only.. If God really wants to bring me 'home', i dun really have a choice isn't it?? Though i really dun wan to.. Hais.. Never had i thought of dying.. As i always think that i am still very young.. Well.. My mum is right, the coffin is for dead people.. Not for young or old people.. :'( Mum do not worry too much.. I know you love me. I love you too.. But this is life.. Be strong ok? :)
Ok thats all.. Cya!
P.S: I really miss you guys.. Hais..

Bear with it Sherlyn.. 141 more days to go..

2010-07-11T09:15:00.004+08:00

141 more days to go.. Very long sia.. Hais.. But i gotta try to not think about it to make it move slightly faster.. (I hope) Well.. This week was a week of nightmare as usual.. So much homework waiting for me to complete it.. Though i had already completed tons of it.. -.-
However, i am still hoping to meet them ASAP.. Really miss them sia.. :(Yuh Meei, dun jealous horhx.. Sorry..) Hais.. Did'nt attend catechism classes today due to some reasons.. Attending mass later on.. At St. Mary's if i am not mistaken..
Hais.. I duno what to blog liao.. Bye..

Another day had passed..

2010-07-07T19:02:00.004+08:00

Another day had passed.. Wednesday already.. Well even though time kinda pass by very quickly, i still miss you all sia.. I really do.. :S Well.. But this is life isn't it.. Hais..
Cca today.. We dismissed 1 hour earlier.. Wow.. Surprised.. But i am happy la hehehe cos i am really tired.. Slept for 2 and a half hours only last night.. :S Ok la thats all.. Nothing much to post too.. Bye!
P.S: I really miss you all.. :'(

Another schooling day had passed..

2010-07-06T16:03:00.003+08:00

Another schooling day had passed.. Well.. Quite fast though.. 147 more days to 30th November. 137 days to the start of November holidays! Cant wait manxz.. :P
Hmm.. School was boring as usual.. Do the same old stuffs.. Well.. Mass run today in the morning.. War.. I old le la.. Run only here pain there pain.. -.- 老了。。 Hehee..
I also duno what to post already haha.. Gonna do my homework now.. Cya! Bye..

我好累好累啊。。不是想睡觉那种累。。什么办好呢？？ :'( (Mentally worn-out..)

Today was awesome! But due to some things.. I feel super bad..

2010-07-05T21:42:00.003+08:00

Well.. Another day had passed.. Went for tuition today from 11am-1pm.. Extend to around 1.20pm.. Rushed to go and meet Wan Ting, Xiu Lan, Liang, Siong and Qiang Qiang..
Reached Jurong East MRT station at around 1.50pm.. Walked to IMM.. They ate sushi.. Slack around.. Went to Giant to buy drinks. I think we spend around 30 mins in Giant hahaha! But it was fun! :P While lining up to pay our drinks, we kept on laughing due to some jokes hahaha! Laugh till my stomach pain sio.. :P But then Qiang.. :S Wonder where is he now.. Should be in Lavender already barhx.. Hais.. :S Feel so bad and guilty.. Sorry Qiang.. :S
Time flies.. Then around 4+ we bid farewell.. Hais.. Well.. Everything is part of a memory again.. But at least its in the good catergory of my memory and it will be etched in my mind forver! :D Love you guys! <3!!!! You guys rocks!! Life without you guys are like the Earth without the Sun! :D Without you all i duno how to survive sio.. :S:S I really thanks God for allowing me to know you all and be friends with you all! I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok thats all.. Cya!

Back from SYF opening ceremony..

2010-07-03T22:51:00.004+08:00

Hi all.. Currently using my dad's phone to blog as I am charging my phone so I cant sleep..
Well, I am back from SYF opening ceremony.. Super sleepy and tired now.. To me, I find that the whole ceremony was a waste of time though there were some awesome part..
Tomorrow still need to wake up early for catechism classes followed by mass after that.. Super Sianz.. Don like to attend catechism lessons.. Find it a waste of time.. -.-
Really miss Wan Ting and Xiu Lan they all.. Hais.. :-(:'(
Ok thats all.. Bye..

Weird feelings..

2010-07-03T10:34:00.002+08:00

Well.. I am back.. Today is a Saturday.. I still remember vividly last week, Around 12 plus which is 2 hours plus from now, Wan Ting, Siong and Qiang came to my house.. I admit that i was really very happy to see them again last week.. But after they went back home, when i was walking from the mrt station to my house.. I felt a kinda weird weird feelings..
Maybe i had text her too much? I am afraid she find me irritating thou.. Thats why.. I am trying not to text her too much.. Next monday might be meeting them after my tuition.. (Wan Ting, Xiu Lan, Liang and Siong) Hope it would be a fun and memorable day for all of us..
Need to go to school sharp by 2.30pm.. Meeting Pauline for Breakfast cum Lunch at 1.30pm at West Mall mrt station.. Sianz.. From 2.30pm - 9pm...!!! :S:S:S:S Nevermind just go and maybe there would be fun things? Who knows.. :/
Ok thats all.. I am off to Baking Life already.. Hehe.. Bye!

First day of school.. 155 more days to go..

2010-06-28T15:05:00.003+08:00

Hmm..School was soso.. Many teachers had changed.. Science, Geo and history.. -.- Played badminton during P.E today.. It was awesome! It had been a longggg time since i last played badminton.. Fun. :)
But i really miss all of my friends especially Wan Ting.. Hais.. 155 more days.. :S:S:S Hope either tomorrow or thursday faster come.. :)
Ok thats all.. Bye humans..

I really miss you guys..

2010-06-26T07:58:00.003+08:00

From yesterday 4.30pm till now 8am.. Around 16 and a half hours.. I already miss Wan Ting, Xiu Lan, Siong, Liang etc super much already.. How to survive.. :S The next coming holiday is from sept 4th to sept 12.. Try my best to go popo's house.. But the holiday that most likely i can go is 20th nov.. Which is 156 days.. Cos i make it 30th nov cos might need to go to sch etc.. :S 156 days is alot.. Hais.. :'( :'(
Love you guys.. <3.. Bye..

Wan Ting.. Guys i super miss you all.. :'(

2010-06-25T19:11:00.003+08:00

Hais.. Went home today.. Feeling terrible.. Hais.. Really hope tomorrow thing will work.. Hais.. Why must i live so far.. I really miss you guys.. Especially Wan Ting.. :'( Hais.. No mood to blog le la.. Bye..

2010-06-08T17:31:00.001+08:00

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1 week of holiday is gone..

2010-06-06T23:34:00.003+08:00

Wow.. 25 mins more to 12 midnight.. Which is the new week of the 3rd week of holiday.. Gosh.. Why isit so freaking fast.. Hais.. At least i did practised my maths.. Thank God.. :D
Goodabye is coming back tomorrow.. Finally.. I missed Goodabye like hell.. Quickly come back.. Doing TD with Carin, Brandon, Robert and Sebastian tomorrow.. They are coming to my house.. Hope we can do as much as possible as i seriously do not wish to spend too much of my precious holiday doing projects.. There are still maths project.. GOSH.. :S
Mr. Low just told me in msn just now.. Work hard doesn't meant that you will score good grades.. You got to love maths.. Be friend with maths.. (Something like that)
I think perhaps that's the only solution.. Love maths and work hard at the same time..
Hmm.. Though Mr. Low said if go for tuition never score good grades doesn't mean waste my parents money.. I still think its wasting their money if i didn't score good grades for my maths.. So i must really work double hard already.. (Hope i can perserve.. School reopens must freeze my karma already.. Hope i can tahan not to use comp too much.. Maybe weekends nia.. Hope i can.. God please help me.)
And lastly, i have to cut down weight already.. Everybody is saying i am fat.. :S Especially my mum.. :'( (So hurting..)
Ok that's all i think..
Goodbye people..

P.S: I really miss you dearly.. Though you will never know how i feel, in my heart i really love you.. I hope that i can talk more to you in school.. I really hope so manxz.. <3

I m devasted..

2010-05-20T18:26:00.003+08:00

My maths results are horrible!! It was the worst nightmare for me ever.. I cant belive i actually broke out and cried in class.. Its so not me.. :'( But i cant help it manxz.. Its horrible.. Though there are only 17 people who passed maths in my class out of 36 people.. Why cant i be one of the 17?? Why?! Despite the effort i really put in for maths.. WHY?! Is this what i get in return for revising and practising my maths like hell?? I wonder.. :'(
I am quite certain that my mum will beat me.. Hais.. But if she wants to beat me.. There's nothing much i can say.. But if she beat me.. Its like accusing me falsely! I really tried my best for maths! And i was having fever on that day please.. And it was she who ask me to go to school.. Hais..
There is only one thing i can say.. I really tried my best.. Hais.. And i am really super sad and dissappointed.. This isn't the grades i want please.. It isn't what i want!!!!!!! ISN'T!!!!!!!!
Thats all.. Bye..

:'(:'(:'(;'(

2010-05-18T19:30:00.001+08:00

Hais.. Its the end for me.. :'( Why?!! I really really tried my best manxz.. Hais..

YEA!! :D:D

2010-05-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

Everything is over!! :D:D YEA!! I will treasure everything now!! Thanks kor!! :D Rest well :D God bless :D Pray that tommorrow ur clinic thing reults are POSITIVE!! :D:D Bye all :D

Heartbroken..

2010-04-26T20:02:00.003+08:00

Tick tick tick tick tick.. The time is tickling down each and every single moment.. The blood is trickling down my heart as my heart pumps once.. Tick.. Tick.. There are so many scars in my heart.. Wounds.. Hurt.. Sufferings.. Disappointment.. Sorrow.. Argg!! :(:(
Why must you guys hurt me ?!! I am a person who is not that strong ok.. As in mentally.. I cant really take blows.. :(:( But there are so many blows coming into my way.. One problem haven even solove another problem come already.. Will die de lo.. :S:S
Hais.. I really hate myself for doing that.. But i cant seems to stop.. Sorry my friends.. Especially Carin, Alphonsine and Reyna etc.. I will try my best to stop.. Trust me.. But i need time.. Really need time.. Sorry..
Ok thats all.. Bye..
Today had been a horrbile days.. But thanks to my friends, you all cheered me up! Thanks.. Though its only abit.. It still helps.. Thanks..

Should i stop???

2010-04-25T12:58:00.005+08:00

Today is a Sunday.. I am so bored.. I think i am sicked.. Arg.. Blocked nose.. Flu.. :S Exams are starting next week.. Ohmygosh.. So fast.. :S:S
I duno why but i have a feeling that my knee condition are deteriorating.. Its getting worse as days goes by.. Hais.. Painful sio.. :( Some people advised me not to run too much anymore but i love running.. :( <3!!! Hais.. What to do?.. (Dare not tell my parents.. Later they bring me go see specialist again..) :(:( Why cant i have a proper knee with no problems.. :S
Ok thats all for today i hope.. Bye humans..

为什么会变成这样呢？好难过啊。。心理好痛啊。。你明白吗？我看你一点也不在乎吧。。从我们第一天知道对方的存在时，我就不应该管你的事。。那么我现在就不会感到那么难过和心痛了。。我现在好想跟你断绝关系啊！可是我办不到！怎么办呢?! 你已经踏进了我的世界。。我无法忘记我们一起度过的美好时段。。可是我想你伤害我的那恐怖画面永远都会流在我的心中。。永远的阴影。。

:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(

2010-04-24T08:41:00.003+08:00

Many many many things had happened.. I had no idea where to start.. My brains are going to bust.. I wonder.. Is this how someone treat you after you had treated them so well?? The better you treat someone the more they will hurt you? Well this is what you are doing to me..
Do you spare a thought for my feelings?? I do you know? But do you?! I am a human with FEELINGS so please bear that in mind.. You forced me to do things that i don wish to ever do.. Please.. Spare a thought for me..
I feel kinda disgusted at times when i am with you.. The trust, faith and everything in the both of us are gone.. It was gone when you told me that thing.. Its not the patching that hurt me.. Its the other thing..
Are you my friend in the very first place? If you are.. Is this how you treat a friend?? Ohmygosh.. You still told me that we are bff.. Whats your defination of friend may i know?? Is it someone who you can be with when you are alone.. Then when you found other people PIAK off you go.. Zzz..
You had made me lose trust in friendships.. Maybe i should not treat anyone well already.. So i will not feel the hurt.. Hmm.. Maybe i should do that..
Ok thats all.. Bye..

Speech day..

2010-04-16T19:16:00.003+08:00

The day that i had dreaded the most had finally approached.. It had came and passed.. Speech Day is over.. Which means ZhiYun is gone.. She had stepped down from choir completely.. :'(
There are still many things i want to tell her but i doubt there is a chance left for me.. I think that most probably we will not interact much already.. Or none.. :'( Haiz..
Thats all.. Exams are around the corner.. Yet i am still procrastinating.. No mood to study after ZhiYun stepped down.. :'(
Bye all.. Cya.. :'(

Life isn't going smootly this few weeks..

2010-04-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

Its weird this few days.. I am tired.. Really exhausted.. Burned-out.. Haiz.. Zzz.. I feel so .. Tsk Tsk.. Is this the kinda life that i wanna lead?? I doubt so manxz.. At times i cant even see which direction am i going.. I am lost..
Why isit like that?? I dun really understand.. Haiz.. ZZZ..
Bye all.. Cya..

Earth Day yesterday..

2010-03-28T11:55:00.003+08:00

Went to school yesterday.. When i stepped into the shaw t, i saw ZhiYun and her face was so scary.. :S It looks sooo fierce.. :S But then Pat talked to us then she joined in then she dun look tat fierce anymore.. :P:P Then ZhiYun took my phone due to some reasons then i wanted to take it back and i accidently scratched her with my watch.. :S :( Really sorry ZhiYun i really did not mean to. :(:(
After that we sing, sang, sung.. Went to BPP then we sing, sang, sung.. Zzz.. It was horrible.. Zzz.. But then after that i went to the bustop to wait for 187, then i sms-ed ZhiYun and she was coming too. :D So i waited for her and my bus went off. :P She came and to my surprise she said that she will wait for my bus to come first then she board her bus. :D I was soooo touched when i heard tat. :D:D HAHHAHA!
But sadly.. Speech Day is coming VERY VERY soon.. That means that she will be stepping down REALLY very soon.. :'(:'(:'(:'( Haiz.. I will miss her VERY BADLY.. :'(:'(
Ok la thats all.. Bye people..

Treasure the things around you before its too late to regret..

2010-03-20T10:28:00.003+08:00

Class gathering had passed again.. Time is creeping by so quickly.. Haiz.. My eyes had been swollen and painful for 3 days already.. Hope it will recover by Sunday or Monday morning.. I dun wan to go to school looking like this.. Zzz..
Had been listening to songs [as usual] and reflecting this few days.. I am wondering what had happened.. I am tired.. If this is what you want.. So be it.. The thing i am sad is that why in the world must you lie to me?! Haiz.. What's happening?? I am so lost.. You are the one who i confide all my problems, sadness, happiness to.. And now.. I am really very lost.. Can someone help me? :'( I seriously miss those old days.. Old times of happiness, laughter and jokes.. It's not that i dun allow you all to be .. It's just that you dun have to lie to me right? I wonder how many times had you lie to me and i had foolishly assume that you are speaking the truth.. You broke my trust in you.. Sorry to say that.. :'(
Ok i will go and do my things now.. Cya people..

=.="

2010-03-17T09:46:00.003+08:00

Class Gathering later on at Lot 1.. Watching Alice in the wonderland again but this time round its gonna be 3D.. Hope it will be nice.. Enjoy some times with my friends.. Take some pictures.. Etc..
Holidays is really BORING.. Zzz.. There are still home works which i haven completed.. Weird.. Normally i will complete all my work before playing.. Forget it..
Mapling had been really meaningless and boring.. Dont know why.. Weird.. Keep doing Mulung pq.. Sianz.. =.="
Ok thats all.. Maple is having sever check right now.. BORED..
Bye humans..

:D

2010-03-14T00:23:00.003+08:00

Got back all my results..
English= 65
Chinese= 69
Maths= 60
Science= 74.5
Geo= 74.3
Hist= 70
DnT= 73
Art= 85

Went to Vivo with Vanessa, Johnathan, Samuel and Vanessa's mum today to watch movie today. We watched Alice In The Wonderland. Vanessa's mum watch another movie. Alice In The Wonderland was nice! :D Haha! Watching again on wednesday with the girls in our class. :D

Ok thats all.. Bye

:D:D:D

2010-03-10T21:26:00.004+08:00

I just started my relationship with ------- --- on the 09/03/2010. Which is yesterday!! :P [Relationship as in real life not only maple!] Haha!! :D:D
He is sooo sweet, cute and good!! :D:D <3!!
Gotten back some results today..
English= 65
Maths= 60
Geo= 74.3
Science= 72.5
History= 70
Not too good not too bad.. Only history something made me super pissed..

Lets talk about him! :D He is so sweet :D:D I realised that i cannot really concentrate well now.. I cant stop thinking of him!! :P
Ok bye people going maple! :P

P.S : I am finally level 70! Advancing job now! :D

There is nothing i can do.. No one to turn to.. Help!

2010-03-07T23:06:00.003+08:00

Oh manxz.. Initially i wanted to post about the camp.. Now i have no more mood.. I am like trapped in a bottle.. No one can help me.. No one to turn to.. No one to confide this matter to.. Its gonna burst already!
Its scary you know.. How can this be the truth?!! I was super calm already when ahem ahem me.. I did not cry.. I tried to stay calm.. But after ahem ahem the phone.. I cant stand it anymore! I dont know what to do.. How to face them tmr.. SAVE ME SOMEONE!
:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(
Crying is not a solution.. I cant think of any solutions now.. My heart seems like it had just been slashed open.. Blood is tickling down.. Why?!!!! YOU!! The one whom i trust alot.. YOU!!! :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(
Bye.........

X country...

2010-02-20T20:17:00.003+08:00

Had X country on Friday.. Haiz.. So sad and dissappointed with my ranking manxzxz.. 17.. ZZZZZ... :'( Why so lousy.. Haiz.. Maybe cos i never run for too long?.. Confirm de.. Maybe i shouldn't had even expected anything in the first place.. Then maybe i will feel better.. :(
Something happened to GOODABYE on X country.. Heart pain sia.. :/
Forget it.. Cya people..

=.="

2010-02-13T23:14:00.003+08:00

Had reunion dinner at my grandma house today.. Fainted in the MRT.. Haiz.. So embarrassing.. Super uncomfortable.. =.="
My cousin was like helping to take the food. =] So touching haha! =] <3!! :D After that we went to play.. Then after around 10.45pm went home.. Took cab home..
Ok la thats all.. Cya!! Happy Lunar New Year people!! =]

=]

2010-02-12T19:36:00.006+08:00

Today went to school.. Winnie, Carin and Yuh Meei all gave me wallets.. You all par kak one right?? Haha jk.. Anyway thanks for the present people!! [L]! In the morning i received a sms from Joanna Nicole saying that the party was cancelled.. I was soooo disappointed.. Not only because of the party but because of something else.. Double impact made me ... =.="
But after i knew that the party was back.. I was happy but my mood were still shaky because of some other things..
After that Carin, Jane, Joanna Nicole and I took a bus to Causeway and we watched the movie called Valentine. After that we "shop" for awhile then we went to Lot 1. "Shop" for a litttle while again then we went to the top chat and teach them the "f" language.. After that chat for a little while and they gotta go..
After that Carin and I went to food junction to have our dinner and we went home..
Today had been a wonderful day !! It would had been perfect if that thing had not happened.. Now if i think of it i still feel kinda hurt.. But overall today was still WONDERFUL!! Thank you people for making it wonderful!! <3!!! HAHA!
Tomorrow will be CNY's eve already.. So fast.. Anyway my B'dae celebration for this year is going to be the most memoriable one so far and i will not forget it1! =]=]
Ok thats all .. Bye!! =]

=]

2010-02-11T16:34:00.009+08:00

Yuh Meei celebrated my early birthday today! These are the pictures! Enjoy! =]

2010-02-06T21:30:00.014+08:00

Today was my mummy birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! I love you!! (L) Next week it will be my turn already! HAHA! =]

Hmm..

2010-02-02T21:30:00.004+08:00

Recalling what happened today.. Hmm.. Ok went to school as usual.. There is the morning run in the morning.. Ran.. After that we had PE straight away.. We ran 2.4 during PE.. Freak manxzxz.. Super tired sia.. So sweaty.. =.=" Went back to class after PE and we did our persuasive letter writing.. Though Mdm Lye isn't around she assigned work for us to do.. =.="
After that nothing much.. Science lesson we learnt D7 and D8.. The class like so hyper?.. Lawl.. After school we went for lunch then we headed back to class.. After that went to the library did the TD project? After that we were dismiss at around 4.10pm? Went to study area and we did some maths then my dad reached school already so he fetched me back home..
Went back home trying to figure out how to do the maths tutor after trying to figure out for so many days and hours i finally kinda know how to do already!! YEA~~!! =]=] Happy!! :D Just finished doing the Russian Revolution's PowerPoint.. Tired sia.. Haven study for history test.. Tomorrow HISTORY TEST!!! =[ I hate sec 2 life manxzxz.............................. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!
My elbow so painful sia.. I blur blur walk walk then the door slam at my elbow? I also don't know why i put my elbow at the gap near the door.. I think i blur blur already.. Haiz..
Ok la thats all for today.. Cya!

Sec 4 Seminal..

2010-01-30T22:35:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had duty for the sec 4 seminal thingy.. After school we have the celebration for January babies. I left class after the sang and cut the cake. Sorry as i have choir practice.. Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANUARY BABIES!! =]=] After that i went to shaw t with Xiao Ting and after awhile choir started. Sing, Sang, Sung! =]=]
After that went to study area initially was talking to Joanna Nicole/Katilin , Jane , Qianyi they all then they went to the toilet so went to talk to Winnie, Reyna, Brandon, Yuh Meei, Zafirah and Val.. After ahile Michael came then talk! HAHA! Val and Michael are really entertaining! =]=] Funny as well. =]=]
After that went for the Sec 4 Seminal.. Ashering starts at 06.40? Then after that had our dinner then we served food.. After that debrief and went home.. To me, i find that it was a really good experience ! =]=] It was fun but tiring.. But its worth it! =]=] Monday got SC meeting ..
Ok la thats all for today.. Cya! =]

Its getting really sthese few weeks..

2010-01-28T22:35:00.005+08:00

~STRESS!!~ Its killing me!! Tons of work to be completed.. Projects after projects.. PowerPoint after PowerPoint.. One assignment haven completed another one came.. And another and another.. Tests after tests!!
I do not have enough time to complete my assignments and at the same time revise for my tests!! This is getting on my nerves!! I need time to revise on my test topics but i also need time to hand in my assignments on time! What should i do?? Haiz.. Tired.. Really tired.. Last night i slept at 2am just to finish doing my assignments plus revising for science test.. Haiz..
Tomorrow got Geo and Chinese Test.. Crap.. =.=" I miss my sec 1 life.. The relaxation.. The enjoyment.. Now i wan go home after school also not really free.. Monday CCA, tuesday free, Wednesday CCA, Thursday swimming and Friday CCA.. 1 day free only.. PATHETIC!! =.="
Hate it manxzxz.. Ok la thats all for today.. Bye humans..

I AM SOOOO HAPPY FOR THIS TWO DAYS! WOO! =]

2010-01-23T21:02:00.008+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I am so happy for this two days!!! WOOOO!! :D HAHA!!

On thursday, Bernice,Carin,Yuh Meei,Winnie,Alphonsine and I were at the study area after school. We talked haha!! =]=] SO HAPPY MANXZXZ!! =]=] Over the moon seh!! HAHA!

On friday which is yesterday was even more shiok!! HAHAHAHAHA!! Initially, Carin,Joanna C, Joanna N, Jane and I were taling in the canteen. Gossiping to be exact haha! After that Shafina then awhile later Bernice and her friend came !! Then Yuh Meei came for around 5 mins?.. We chat talk etc.

These 2 days was soooooooo happy manxzxz!! HAHAAHHA!!

But the sad thing was that ... Carin,Yuh Meei and I get scolded by .. cos of .. Dun feel like saying.. Spoil my mood.. =.="

Oh ya and when i was walking down the spiral staircase i saw Jo Yi walking up and she smiled at me for the 1st time!!! HAHAHHA!!! HAPPY SEH!

Ok la thats all for today!!! Cya!!
[I MISS YOU!! :D ]

Sad..

2010-01-16T10:46:00.003+08:00

The second week of school had just ended.. Time flies manxzxz.. Next tuesday most probably there will be a maths test about "maps" and "proportions".. =.=" Test , test , test and TEST!!! ...
Went to lot 1 with my mum yesterday to buy my sling bag.. As it had piak! =.=" After that went to eat etc then went back home.. Did my chinese compo etc .. Slept from 6 plus in the evening to the next morning 8 plus.. Pro manxzxz.. [Cos I was not feeling well..] When i woke up i am fine! =]=] HAHA!
Seriously time flies manxzxz.. 2 weeks had just passed by just like that.. =.=" Now i am seriously confused cos of somethings.. I trust my friends a lot last time.. Now i am wondering and hesitating.. I kinda regretted telling some things to some people as after that happened that person kept sms me etc about that thing.. Till i dont know what to reply.. ): What should i do manxzxz! =.=" [Please dun get offended if you had seen this.. ]
Well thats all for today i think.. Goodabye people..

Sch gonna reopens lerhx..

2009-12-30T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. What should i post? Nothing to post leh.. =.=" Ok lets see.. Think.. Arh har! Ok today went for choir practice.. Had full-dress rehersal with dance and band.. I saw Bernice.. But sadly we did not talked at all.. Haiz..
After that went back to Shaw T sing abit than debrief than go cck buy things than go home.. =.=" Sms sms sms sms =]=] Till i sleep.. Zzzzz...
Watch tv than now use comp lorhx.. Oh manxzxz my lifestyle like a pig.. =.=" A few more days to school reopens.. I had not really enjoyed myself.. =.=" I did not see him this holiday!! =.="
Ok la thats all.. Bye humans..

=]

2009-12-23T09:16:00.003+08:00

Hi people! Hmm.. Let see what should i post.. I woke up at 5.45am today.. Because i heard baby crying.. Super loud and sharp sia.. =.=" Spoil my sweet sleep.. I was actually dreaming of somethings ok.. =.="
Since i cant sleep.. I sms-ed some people than i went to use the comp.. Played maple till 9am.. Sever check so cant play.. So here i am blogging now.. School is going to reopens very soon.. And Christmas in coming even sooner! =]=] Haha!
8th more days to a new month!! Wooo i cant wait for it maxnxzxzxz!! =]=] And 13th more day to someone birthday! =] Hahaha! =] I counted many times its 13.. =.="
My cousins and grandma are coming to my house to stay for 1 day later on.. Though its only 1 day.. I will treasure it.. Haha! =]=] Cant wait! =]=]
Waiting for afternoon when she come back. =] Gonna ask her loads of things if i can still remember hahaha! =]=] Wooo!!
I am very happy this few days though i am super duble duble bored.. =.=" I am ROTTING at home!! Argg!! =.="
Ok la thats all .. Bro woke up lerhx.. Bye! =]

Life were pretty dull this few days.. =_=

2009-12-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

Life were pretty dull this few days after my cousins and grandmother went back home.. I am back to my bored and dull lifestyle.. =_= Sianz..

Went to facial today for my first time.. It was hideous.. Painful!! =_+ .. After that went back home with my mum.. I felt giddy and had a headache so i went to sleep.. Woke up i was still feeling abit giddy.. Watched tv and ate porridge..

At around 9.15pm i started doing my leg exercise to around 10.05pm while watching tv.. Haha! =]

Played maple for around 15mins cos wanted to buddy my primary school classmate.. And now i am here ! =] While i was playing maple my parents and brother was watching incredible tales.. Ew.. I dont like it.. So scary especially the song.. =_=

I dun know why will i have this kinda feeling but i seriously prefer the time before she went to 2345464.. Haiz.. =[=[

Ok i got to go now.. Parents are asking me to sleep orelse sure scold de.. =_+ Bye people.. Nightx..

==

2009-12-13T02:25:00.003+08:00

Bernice finally came back from Beijing!! =] But Joanna Nicole go Korea le.. =_= Joanna Nicole told me the other day that when she is back she will conference call with me and Bernice! =] Wooo!! =]=] Cant wait manxzxzxz!! =]

Cousins going back to their house tomorrow.. Miss them.. Now they are at my house.. They came on Friday.. I went to their house from Tuesday to Friday than they came to my house from Friday to Sunday..

Played bowling twice today! =] Altogether we played 4 games each.. These are my pathetic scores..

1st Game: Forgotten

2nd Game: 66

3rd Game: 110

4th Game: 88

When i was at my grandma's house my cousin and I went swimming and alot alot alot !! I really miss them.. Haiz.. =[

School is going to re-opens very very soon.. So fast.. I want school to re-opens but i also dun wan.. Weird feeling.. Scared about next year.. Especially maths.. Hope i can cope.. =[=[ My maths is really lousy! Help me!!! =_=

Ok la thats all for now.. Bye.. =_+

Haiz..

2009-12-08T06:32:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 6am today.. Using comp.. Going to bath soon.. After tat going to the damn hospital.. Haiz.. I slept at around 2am last night as i seriously couldn't sleep.. After going to the hospital i am going to my grandmother's house to stay! =] Can see my cousin and play le woooooo! =]=] But now i am currently in a low mood.. == I scared the blood test!! Zzz.. ==

I may not be using computer that often as i will be staying at my grandmother's house till Friday.. But may go lan with my cousins.. =] Ok la thats all i need to go bath le.. Cya!

=]

2009-12-03T18:33:00.005+08:00

I am so bored at home.. Rotting.. == Tomorrow is the 4th already.. Thats fast.. Bernice is going to Beijing tomorrow. Enjoy your trip Bernice! =] Wish you have a save and enjoyable trip! =]=] But it would be so bored when i cant sms you.. =_=

Going hospital tomorrow for some damn thingy.. Waste of my time.. Scared sia.. =_= Hope monday and the 12th of December faster approaches!!!! =]=] HAHA!

Ok la thats all .. Bye!

=]

2009-12-02T18:03:00.003+08:00

Went to school today for AAR.. Saw Joanna Nicole but sadly i did not see Bernice.. =[ Before that went to cck to buy presents for Bernice and Ee Von.. I know its a little too early but i cant really go out to buy other than today..

Some people say i favor Bernice oh.. HAHA! Last time to me all are equal but now not all equal le.. =] Hehe shh .. =] Only I know the rank and maybe telling Bernice.. =]

Hope they will like my presents la.. Now my piggy bank left $4.. == But it is worth it!

Ok la bye! =]

=[

2009-12-02T09:41:00.005+08:00

He called me last night.. I feel so sad for him but there is nothing i can do.. Just words of consolation.. Which i sucks at it.. Haiz.. Why is life so unfair.. He may not had done well this time round but they should not treat him like that.. I can feel his sadness when he speaks to me even though its only on the phone.. We played together when we were young till now we were still very close..

There are many words that are trapped in me.. I hope to tell him all those words but i cant say it out.. Haiz.. Life is unfair.. .. .. .. .. ..

He is a human .. One time failure does not determines that he is a failure! He also needs time of enjoyment and entertainment.. When i meet him on the 7th i will try my best to make him happy.. Haiz..

Bye people.. Going to school later for AAR.. Hope to see Bernice.. =_= Cya!

WOOOOOOOO!

2009-11-29T06:30:00.003+08:00

I am happy and shocked at 11.15am yesterday as Ee Von called me from Malaysia to tell me about choir practices.. But the happiness i had at around 11 plus to midnight was the best!!!!!!!!!!!!! =]=]=] Thank You Bernice!! =] I cant sleep le thats why i am here posting my blog haha! =]

I am really so touched and happy by what Bernice sms-ed me last night! It was the most memorable and happy night of mine!! =] Touched and super duple happy! =] No words can describe how am i feeling yesterday and now! =]

Bye people! =] CYA!

LTC

2009-11-25T19:25:00.003+08:00

LTC was really really FUN!! =]=] We did alot alot alot of things!! =]=] Lazy to post everything out.. == 1 thing that i want to say is that i am sooooooo happy that Bernice and i talked alot!! =] Wooooooooo!!!!!! =]=]

Oh man there is so many mosquitoes bites! ITCHY!! ARGG.. Ok there is nothing to post le.. I can only say that the LTC was FUN! =] Bye!

=]

2009-11-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

Choir today as usual.. After choir we have 45 mins break than we go do the banner.. Jo Yi senior, Pauline, Xiao Ting and I are in the same group.. We needed to buy a bigger banner so Xiao Ting and I went to buy.. When we reached Beauty World, Xt saw 5 monkeys! I saw 2 nia.. FUNNY! =]

When to buy the banner.. Than went back to school.. Pauline was like the only person doing the banner? =]

After that went to meet Shannon and we went to Alp house together for the class gathering! We played, etc..

Reached home around 9 plus.. Watched channel 8 than 10 watched channel 5.. Singapore idol results.. So sad Faizal is out.. But Sezairi is still in! =] All the best Sezairi must win! =]=]

And oh ya! Jo Yi senior explained somethings to me le! YEA! SO HAPPY! =]

Ok la thats all for today. BYE!

=[

2009-11-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

Haiz.. Yesterday in fb someone told me somethings.. Super sad.. =[=[ Devastated.. I will .. Sorry if i had irritated you all in anyways.. Really sorry.. Sorry.. Sorry.. Sorry..

Today went with Ym to watch 2012! =] It was really nice!! But quite sad.. =[=[ But it is worth watching!! =]=]

I had a super ... dream last night.. I dreamt of him? .. =[ I need wait for holidays too see him again.. Actually now already holiday le.. But he haven holiday yet.. ==

Ok la thats all for today.. Cya!

Hi =]

2009-11-13T21:23:00.003+08:00

War my muscles are painful.. I walk also pain sia.. == But we had soooo much fun jumping and running and being crazy!=]

Today after choir, Xiao Ting, Carin, Ym and I went to Plaza to have our lunch? HAHA =] I was like a clown entertaining them and acting super .. They say i like penguin dad.. HAHA! But i just act la.. Just to create laughter! =]=] Xiao Ting laugh till she spitted the pepsi out! =] Eww..

After that went to library.. Awhile later Xiao Ting gtg.. Left Carin, Ym and I in the library.. They like my mum ask me read Chinese story books?!! Tell you all something shcoking!! Pre-school Chinese story books out of 5 pages i dun know hw read 11 words?!! And 1 page is about 2 to 3 sentences only?!! == Than they forced me to borrow a p5 Chinese story book? =[ After that they went to popular go buy assessment for me?!! I meant Chinese assessment!! At first i thought they were joking but Carin really bought it.. == No choice have to do or else they kill me!

Ok la thats all for today.. CYA!

=]

2009-11-12T16:48:00.003+08:00

Today in the morning went to MACS to have our breakfast with Carin.. Than Carin, Ym and i went to school together.. Had the LTC thingy.. After that we went to the sony handphone shop near IMM to get Carin's phone out of the hospital and to put my phone in.. == My phone had been going in and out for many many times already.. =[

After that we went to IMM slacked.. Spent sooooooo much $$$!!!!!! My piggy bank i think empty le.. == Shall not reveal how much i spent on some stupid things..==

After that went home.. Carin and Ym went to my house and we played the exercise thingy.. After that they went home..

Ok la thats all for today.. CYA!

Sobx

2009-11-10T06:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night was the worst night ever! =[ Parents are sometimes crazy!! I will remember what you did to me last night!! When i had did nothing wrong!! Dun vent your anger on me for no freaky reason ok!!

I am sooooo !!!!!!! ....

Nevermind i go play maple le barhx since no one is online now.. ==

Bye..

Class Gathering yesterday..

2009-11-06T20:12:00.005+08:00

Yesterday my dad fetched Yuh Meei and I to school at around 7 plus as it was pouring.. == Reached school saw Ee Von and Jing Wen senior in the canteen? Ym and I went to buy milo .. I drank 2 packets haha thats my breakfast! =]

Saw Zafirah and the three of us slacked in the canteen.. Joel came after awhile.. Chat.. After awhile Alp, Brandon, Zhixian and i cant remember who else came into the canteen chat for awhile than 930 went to the old detention area wait..

Bus came after awhile.. Sat with YM.. Took pictures and we were like crazy people playing with the air-conditioner at times? HAHA! =]=]

Reached East Coast.. Played the class bonding game called er i forgotten wait i as Joanna in plurk.. =]=] Oh its called Johari's window she think haha! =]=] Its about getting a piece of paper and than sticked to the back of yourself than everybody will go around witting on each other's back about the good and bad points..

After that Mr Ong, Mr Lim and some students went to buy MACS while the rest of us stayed in the shelter as it was POURING! == When the food was back the rain stopped.. Ate than went off to have free time!

Rent the bike.. Cycle with YM, Alp, and Winnie and we went to a pit and celebrated YM belated birthday! =] Threw cake at eachother!! =]=] Fun but when it was time to wash it was HORRIBLE.. ==

Cant really remember what happened after that .. Went to coffee bean slacked in there and drank white chocolate ice blended? HAHA! Blah blah..

At night played water bomb etc.. But right at the end 2 unpleasant things happened.. == Dun feel like saying.. ==

But overall there was SO MUCH FUN!! =]=] Sad Reyna was sick and she could not turn up.. =[ Rest well gal! =]

Ok anyway i had changed my hp number cos change to line already.. So if i did not send you all forgive me and ask from me ok? =]=]

Ok la thats all for today. CYA!

==

2009-11-04T10:10:00.003+08:00

Cant wait for tomorrow!!!!!!!! HOOOOOOOOO!! =]=] I am sure that we will have fun! =]=]

Anyway whose birthday is it today?!! AW YUH MEEI!! Happy 13th birthday Yuh Meei!! =]=] Thank you for being there for me when i am sad etc.. I am thankful to have such a wonderful friend like youuuuu!! =]=] HAHA! Love you! =]

Actually today is also my brother's birthday.. Happy 17th Birthday Kor.. =] Good luck for your exams!! Jia You!! =] I will not be saying these to you in real life so if you somehow managed to come to my blog than you can see it! =]=]

There was choir practice yesterday.. Super cold.. == There will be practice later on too..

I saw Joanna Nicole senior in the canteen yesterday! And she said hi to me ! =] So happy! =] I want see Bernice senior too .. =[

Ok la thats all for today.. == Bye!

Bought the LTC dress today..

2009-11-01T14:17:00.004+08:00

After mass today went with parents to buy the dress for LTC.. == So what sia.. == Haiz.. Boring sia.. == Have a hard time trying to find a formal dress with sleeves.. But managed to find 1 la .. ==

There is currently visitors at my house now haha! =]

Ok la thats all for today.. CYA! Bye!

==

2009-11-01T07:52:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was parents teachers conference.. Went to school at around 10 plus to 11 to help Mr Ong with Ym and Carin.. We arranged the tables and chairs and waited for Mr Ong to turn up.. Just then a parent came and we were like so early?.. 11? o.o.. Called Mr Ong and he said he is on his way.. So we told that parent and she talked to us about Jian Yuan..

Mr Ong came than they talked we did the papers thingy.. Slot this in slot that in.. Cant really remember what happened next cos many parents just come suddenly hahaha! =]

At around 1230 my parents came than i went to bring them in from the general office as they has no idea how to go to my class haha! =]=] As they waited i chat with them than walk to help out than chat with them again haha! =] Than they needed to go to the gents and ladies.. == Brought them there lo.. Then when walking back saw Bernice senior at the sec 2 level and she waved to me and i waved back! =]=] So happyyyyyyyyyyy!=]=]

After around 30 mins it was my turn? .. I can hear what Mr Ong talked to my parents but i cant hear what my parents said about me!! GRR!! Mr Ong told my parents almost all what i sms-ed and msn-ed him!! == So.. Haiz.. But Mr Ong will not be our form teacher next year and thats quite sad though sometimes he is very fierce but overall he is quite good.. =[=[

Mr Lim treat us each person 1 bottle of drink and than actually he treated us MACS but he asked Zhiyang parents to buy as they are on the way and his parents treat us haha! =]=]

Saw Bernice senior when Carin and I went to throw litter and she shouted my full name? And asked me give her MACS? HAHA! =] Btw how she know my full name? ==

After that we all slacked by walking around hehe! Saw Ee Von senior but doubt she saw me.. Saw Joanna Nicole senior many many times as she was walking and walking and walking.. =]=] Saw Jo Yi senior but i have no idea if she saw me .. == [Its always like that] And of course Bernice senior she saw me and i saw her la.. DUH! =]=]

Happy hehe! =]=] Dad came to fetch me at 430 and he fetched Carin home than we went to Clementi took MRT to West Mall and went to the M1 shop.. Finally i got my student plan!! WOOOOOOO! =]=] But currently still using my old number.. Intend to finish using my balance in my prepaid card before using the new number.. So i will sms you all my new number when i finish using my balance in my prepaid. =] [Carin relax =]=] You will get it soon...]

Dad bought the C905 phone. I am currently using it for temporary as my W595 the ear piece thingy siao liao so sent for repair.. Dun like to use the C905.. Its so bulky and heavy.. Faster sent for repair and get my W595 back!! ==

After that went to Koufu and ate with my Dad and we took 945 back home.. =] When we reached home as i had expected my brother is using comp again.. He used till i slept.. =[=[ HATE IT! ==

Ok la thats all .. =]=]

Just sad that holidays had you can say officially started.. I will still be able to see Jo Yi and Ee Von senior hopefully as there is choir.. But for Bernice, Joanna Nicole and Zhiyun senior .. Haiz.. =[

Bye!==

Quite happy actually =]

2009-10-29T17:15:00.002+08:00

Today during the so called briefing the teacher said that the LTC camp 2nd day need to dress formally?!! Means need wear dress?.. == I know its going to be == ..

After school went to watch LOVE HAPPENS with YM AND CARIN!! == The show was so boring but hehe we were abit crazy in the theater.. =] Not revealing what exactly happened haha!! =]=]

Ok la thats all for today.. I am quite happy cos of some things hehe=]

Bye guys!! CYA!

==

2009-10-28T13:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night i went to the kitchen to take vitagen from the refrigerator and than i saw my dad cutting some things at the basin and when i walked up to see what he was cutting .. It gave me a shock.. He was cutting chicken?== Asked by my mum as she is cooking chicken for us today.. So scary.. Night time cut chicken.. Like some murderer show than cutting the body parts.. Than i told my parents say very scary the laugh and said that i watched too much drama series haha! =] Than YM on the phone still scare me say later the chicken without its head walk and come and find me.. ==

Anyway today is RACHEL PAR YI YUN'S 13TH BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!=] Thank you for being there for me when i am feeling down or when i am troubled ! =] LOVE YOU! =]=]

I must do it no matter how hard it is.. == Whenever i see them i will feel super guilty, ashamed and afraid.. == Its very sad to have this kinda feeling actually.. But i cant help it.. == I really miss the time when i just started knowing them.. == I must mean what i say and do what i had said no matter how hard it may be.. == Now i am like avoiding them .. SAD.. =[=[ Cry.. I wonder how long can i control myself.. =[=[

Anyway the holiday is approaching.. I will miss all of them a lot de.. But .. ==

Anyway today Bernice senior did not came to school today.. Wonder what happen but i can only think and wonder without getting an answer .. ==

Ok la thats all for today.. CYA!

Sad..

2009-10-26T22:22:00.003+08:00

Sorry sorry.. I think you all are sick of hearing me saying sorry again and again le la.. But i am really sorry.. =[

Today went for SC interview.. So scary sia.. Just now Carin and i chat on the phone as usual.. Than i was so tired that i feel asleep.. == When i woke up than i realised that my left eyes is painful.. Always when i cry than i sleep my nose will block and my eyes will swell de.. Hate it man.. ==

I super scared of tomorrow.. Around 8 more hours i will be leaving house and getting ready to go to school.. =[=[ I dun dare face them tomorrow..

Ok la thats all for today.. Cya.. == I cant sleep.. I think will spent my night chatting with Carin again.. ==

Went to Jurong Primary Today =]

2009-10-24T13:00:00.003+08:00

Woke up went to school dad picked Xiao Ting up when she was at the LRT station . =]=] Than went to school together.

Sing, Sang, Sung.. =]

Went to Jurong Primary.. Sing, Sang, Sung .. After that a police officer same and asked Xiao Ting where is the teacher in charge and she pointed to Miss Lim .. But actually the police officer was asking if we want to perform in the esplanade in December haha ! =]=]

Went back to school.. Went to eat with Xiao Ting than went back home ..

I am abit scared for monday's interview.. ==

Ok la thats all for today.. CYA!

Pissed off..

2009-10-23T18:25:00.004+08:00

Today we got back our overall blah blah..

Class ranking was the same as Mid-Year Exam.. 4th.. == Level ranking from 17th become 14th.. Quite ok la but my marks dropped alot sia.. ==

Watched Imagine That today! Super hilarious! HAHA! =]=]

Brother wan use le .. bye..

So near yet so far...

2009-10-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

Every single day when i see you i got a weird feeling.. Like you are angry with me or something.. I have no idea.. == But sometimes i know that you are not.. == I am just like a useless person..Maybe i should just let everything go? .. But i cannot bear to let it go.. ==

Ok la thats all for today.. ==

Science minus 3 marks so sad from A to B now.. == Haven told my parents .. zz ==

I miss you..

I cant bear to let you go..

But i have to i think..

Or else i will not be happy..

But i am waiting and waiting for us to ..

Haiz..

Gotten back more results today.. ==

2009-10-21T19:22:00.003+08:00

Gotten back more results today.. ==

Gotten back English Paper 1 , Art and Chinese paper 1 and 2 today..

English Paper 1 = 32/60 =[=[ [Super sad]

Art = 60/100

Chinese Paper 1 = 51/70

Chinese Paper 2 = 41.5/70

Haiz.. Super sad with my English.. But for English and Chinese still need add this and that so overall still not sure.. May know tomorrow.. ==

There was choir practice today. Jo Yi senior seems so sad.. =[=[ Haiz.. ==

Ok la thats all for today.. Cya!

Some results are out today.. ==

2009-10-20T19:56:00.005+08:00

Maths, Science, History, Dnt 20%, and English paper 2 results were out today.. ==

Maths = 61/100

Science = 70/100

History = 73.5/100

Dnt = 38/50 [20%]

English paper 2 = 32/50

Haiz.. Was not really satisfied with my English paper 2 and maths.. Tomorrow English paper 1, Chinese, Art should be out... Haiz.. == Stress!!!

Told my mum my Maths, Science, History and Dnt.. Did not told her my English Paper 2 as it was not total.. ==

There was choir today.. I was like sooo tired.. ==

Ok la thats all for today..

I was SUPER HAPPY AS SHE IS NO LONGER MAD AT ME i think hahaha!!! =]=] Thanks God!! =]=]

Now than i realised that the ranking are no longer equal to me.. Thought all five of you are my amazing senior, there is some how a "ranking" now.. Haiz.. Sorry.. But i kinda feel bad to say that.. I miss you all ! 8 more schooling days!! Especially YOU! ..

Bye!

...

2009-10-19T09:35:00.003+08:00

Carin had been asking me to post post post post.. No school = nothing much to post except you can say that i am bored!! Haiz..

Just finished the letter.. Yesterday night when i was writing than seriously tired so i called Carin and we chat for awhile parents back than i go sleep le.. But Carin keep scaring me.. She says what if ahem tear the letter write in front of me and scream in front of me.. Hope that will not happened or else i dun know how will i react.. =[=[ But i believe that ahem will not do that .. [Hope she will not do that..]

I am currently alone at home now as my brother went to his friend's house to do project and my parents are currently working.. Actually i prefer to be alone at home. =]=]

Ok la thats all for today hopefully.. == Tomorrow is school day.. Hope she will not ahem the letter to me .. =[=[

Sorry sorry sorry =[=[

2009-10-16T15:10:00.003+08:00

I am truly sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry !! I know its all my fault.. =[=[ I will try not to sms you for no reason le.. =[=[=[=[

Thats all for today....zzz ..

No idea..

2009-10-13T14:29:00.003+08:00

16/10/09... 940am i will be at KK'S Hospital .. Haiz.. I am really tired and sicked of going to the doctor wait for the super long number .. Blah blah.. Check this check that but at last nothing is checked.. X-ray said that my bones are alright.. To me that is not good news.. If my bones are alright why will there be pain? Worse things ahead?.. Haiz..

Whenever i have the sharp and idiotic pain in my leg i am seriously angry! I hate my leg! Why in the world would my leg be like that?! Why cant i just play all i want like other people without having to suffer?!... My parents always asked me do not play vigorous exercise.. Excuse me, its been soooo long since i last touched my badminton racket ok!! I dun realli give a damn now.. Pain pain pain the most i eat painkillers only! I want to play with them!!! ...

Seriously boring.. Haiz.. Instead of going to choir on the 16th, i will be at the stupid hospital......!!!! Dun waste my time le horhx!! Make sure you checked something !! GRR!!

Ok la thats all.. Bye...

PAIN!

2009-10-10T19:04:00.002+08:00

ARGG... Very pain sia!!! IDIOTIC LEG!! Like shyt.. I still wanna play badminton de ok! Dun spoil my planning after exams!! Make sure you recover by Monday or else i will kill you! I cant walk much.. I cant bent much!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...

2009-10-10T16:16:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning dad called than he say want bring me go polyclinic.. Waited for like soooo long.. Than the doctor said Monday go x tray... Stupid sia.. Waste my time.. zzz...

Now my mum and brother say what .. I too trust friends.. And alot of things la.. Haiz..

So boring.. zzz...

Ok la thats all bye..

...

2009-10-09T17:35:00.004+08:00

Today was science exam.. Yesterday was maths.. zzz.. My leg was like sooooo pain just now.. Now also... zzz.. This leg is really useless and hopeless.. Haiz.. I hate it man! Why cant i be like other people run all the wan! Play all the want without suffering!

Tomorrow is Saturday.. Must study history on sat and sun le.. I am so boring now.. Currently chewing on some things haha!! THANKS TO MUM! =]

Ok la thats all for today. Bye!

Ym and Carin currently at my house nw

2009-10-08T14:18:00.004+08:00

Ym like abit mental problem sit on the chair like from mental hospital come out like that..

Ym just cracked my right hand! PAIN! MENTAL PROBLEM LEH SHE.. HAHA!

They come my house to ransack my fridge!!! ... Ym is lessing with me now! Now is my neck pain! she treat my head as the bu dao wong...

So scary two crazy gals at my house!! They keep laughing omg... Crazy.. Got animal at my house nw!! 2 crazy one! Name CARIN LIM AND AW YUH MEEI!

Stop it! Get out of the way if u want this to continues!

2009-10-07T19:28:00.004+08:00

English paper today.. Paper 1 for the compo i seriously had no clue what to write so wrote some random stuffs... Paper 2 was much easier! =]

After school went to MACS and ate wif Ym can Carin.. Saw Joanna Nicole senior ... So paiseh.. I was like munching on my fries .. So unglam!! Sorry senior never said hi to you cos i was too shocked and paiseh to speak haha!

Maths paper tomorrow.. Jia you all !! I know that i will score very badly.. ZZZ... =[=[

And for YOU!! Stop it ok! I dun give a damnn about anything that involves you any longer! Just get out of my sight and vanish!! I may be patient and nice to you but let me warn you, you had reached the peak of me!! And i had exploded!!! DUN TEST MY PATIENCE AS IT MAY NOT BE GOOD ONCE I EXPLODED! I am a human ok?!!!!!! Please bear that in mind! HUMAN~!!!!!!!~ !@#$%^&*()_+

Ok la thats all for today. Cya!

28 packets of tissue used..

2009-10-05T21:25:00.004+08:00

I used 28 packets of tissues paper so far.. Pathetic man.. Now the skin on my nose so pain.. =[=[ Touch only pain.. =[ Hope tomorrow dun like today like that again.. Its HORRIBLE!

Maths test.. Its was tough.. I think the paper i was like ahcuu-ing and cleaning my nose instead of doing... After that went to subway with Carin .. Saw my primary school friends there haha!! =]=]

Very bored EOY is like sooo freaky near and i haven started.. zzz

Ok la thats all for today.. Cya!

Slept at around 2am yesterday ..

2009-10-04T09:32:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i was you can say quite happy! =]

I actually sms-ed Bernice senior and she replied me hehe! Love the 1st few days of the month!! HAHA!! She actually replied me in total of 35 messages yesterday!! WOOT! =]=] HAHA!

I cant sleep sia yesterday.. I slept at around 2am.. And i woke up at 730am..

Just finished eating my breakfast.. My dad asked me if i want to eat half-boiled egg.. I heard he said hard-boiled egg and i said ok.. When i saw the egg i was like eww why isit like that?? Than he said half-boiled egg what.. I was like ... i heard you said hard-boiled egg.. HAHA i think i abit problem or maybe he never say properly .. =]

Later i going buy the chocolates!! HAHA! For.. hehe =]

Ok la thats all for today i think... I want play games le hehe cya!

Yea Joyi senior came to sch today! =]

2009-09-30T20:34:00.003+08:00

Haha Joy Senior came to school today! Woot!! Hahaha!! =] Its nice to see her back to school hehe! Today recess time Bernice, Joyi senior and their friends late sia.. Haha SC late wor.. HEHE!

After school when to eat with Marcus and YM!! [My granddaughter] haha! They keep calling me ahma sia .. Joanna and YM! haha...

Did art than finished my maths and english homework than go canteen slack! HAHA! After that dad came fetched me home .. I was doing my everyday science just now hehe! Just finished! Haha!!

Ok la thats all for today! Cya! Waiting for my seniors to online!! =]=]

I fainted in the mrt.. zzz

2009-09-28T15:59:00.004+08:00

Just now was e-learning.. Super duble boring!! Total waste of my time!! =_= Marcus and i chiong all the way hehehe and chat on the phone la.. Than my phone keep no battery then he super irritated haha! Sorry la cos yesterday night i forgotten to charge my phone marhx...

After that Marcus and i intend to meet each other in West Mall go buy the stupid art thingy.. Carin cannot reach in time so asked her meet at my house lo.. Than the bookshop like what also dun have de than Marcus was like i asked you to go jurong point you dun wan than i was like dun wan go so far.. zzz...

Than in the mrt something happened to me... I fainted not totally but 3 quarters unconscious... Than when i was like 1 quarters awake must alight the mrt le than marcus was like guiding me out of the mrt than i was like cant see nor hear properly.. zzz...

Marcus guide me around haha!! Luckily got him orelse i die.. Dun know how am i going get out of the mrt.. zzz... After that he pei wo go buy my school shoes than after that go my house than awhile Carin reach le than 3 of us played spot the difference haha than do abit of work than slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Carin now beside me and she is eating her 3rd helping of egg le...

Ok la thats all for today. Bye!! =]

~Happy Birthday ZhiYun senior! =] ~

2009-09-25T17:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYUN SENIOR HAHA!! 16 le wor =] Jia you for your N levels and all your future exams and stuffs! =]=] Sorry i did not gave the present to you personally cos i dun dare... =[

Just now in D&T period i was like soo tired nearly dozed off haha!!! Luckily i did not hehe!

~Choir Time~

Joyi senior did not came today.. But overall the singing was ok la =]=]

After that slacked in sch for awhile listen to Ym they all blah blah..

Bye all!

=]=

2009-09-23T19:51:00.003+08:00

Today after recess i waved to Bernice and Joyi senior!! Bernice waved back but Joyi did not see.. HAHA!

In class was... If you want know ask me in msn.. HAHA! 2 more days!!!!!!! WOOT!! =]=] ZhiYun senior rest well worh dun fall sick on your birthday.. =[

Ok la thats all for today!! BYE!

Quite happy today! =]=]

2009-09-22T18:39:00.003+08:00

Early in the morning my alarm rang.. I was lying on my comfy bed dun wan to wake up haha! =] Lying there for awhile my phone sms ringtone rang!! I woke up immediately haha! To my surprise it was Ee Von senior who sms-ed me!!! I was sooooooooo happy!

Started smsing her than i woke up le lo but was still like a zombie cos tired haha but after wash up ok le! =] But i was very happy to received her sms early in the morning hahaha!!!!!! =]=]=]=]=]

Reached school Carin also reached le than went same place slack slack than Joanna Nicole and Bernice came i was like what?? Why they come here? Than when Joanna Nicole gave me the umbrella than i was oo haha i forgotten .. But was happy to see them! =]=]

Pe was fun!! No idea what was that game that we played but we won!!! Soooo fun!! haha!!After pe was recess and guess what? My skirt the buckle came out.. So what sia.. Go buy safety pin .. Put put.. Than from bookshop going to toilet saw Bernice upstairs waved to her haha sooo happy!!

Everyday science was funnnnnn!!! Did the coke and mentos things! HAHA! FUNFUN!! After EVDS was english!! My safety pin came out haha no idea hw i think i never put properly haha than Carin was like in the cubicle in the toilet helping me than when we are done want go out htan got people outside than we dun dare go out scared people say we lessbian go toilet together.. zzz but we are actually fiddling with my stupid buckle! So we waited till they left it was like freaking long? I was like sweating...

After english was the most boring subject ever!! HISTORY!! The whole class was like dead?.. Some sleeping some talking.. Miss Ayin boom than at last never teach hahaha!!! But 5 mins only la.. zzz ...

After history was pp.. No more pp le ma so free period lo.. Than i was like so freaking hungry and emo dun know why.. Than i like jelly no strengh do anything.. But yuh meei keep make me laugh and she say i gay ahma haha sooo funny! =]=]

After pp stayed back to celebrate mr ong's belated birthday haha !! Than after that Yuh Meei Carin and i went to eat at Bt.Timah shp centre.. Haha we were like laughing the entire time YM DAMMMM SICK!!!!!!!!! HAHA ~!!

Slack in school blah..

Thats all for today.Cya!

School tomorrow. Speechless. Emotionless.

2009-09-21T17:09:00.003+08:00

Normally i love going to school... Seriously i love going to school... But... I have no idea why... I just dun feel like going to school... If only i can just disappear into a place where i am alone with the things and people that i loved... That would be sufficient...

Haiz... I have no idea how to face it when i am in school... Leave it alone? But it seems very.. if i leave it alone... I do not wish that to be worse ... So if i leave it alone it may get worse... Can someone tell me what should i do??? Haiz... Nevermind ...

Ok la thats all for today. Bye......................

I think that the old sherlyn is gone.......

2009-09-20T21:20:00.002+08:00

I agree with you.. I think we are abit siao le.. I want to stop it!! But i cant! CANT! Everytime they like that.. Its like a thousand of knifes piercing throught my heart.. Blood is flowing.. Dripping bit by bit.. =[=[

I very .. now.. I have no idea what should i do or who should i approach.. I want to tell Z but i dun know should i marhx.. Haiz..

Ok la thats all.. zzz

I think if i am not mistaken it is true!! Which i dooo NOT WANT!

2009-09-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

I had been observing this few days??.. And after many things.. I kinda cfm le.. Not only her but another 1 also maybe.. I dun realli understand thou.. Forget it.. But i hate people who lie to me thou.. So please dun.. =_=

Maybe i should just lead my old lifestyle? But it is not as easy as i think it is.. You all just keep pop to my mind.. If u all dun wan just tell me ok? Its ok de.. Thought i may be sad but rather than a long long sadness give it a short one.. Hope it will short.. zzz...

Cat class tomorrow.. So sianz.. Waste my time of sleeping.. zzz...

Ok la thats all bye!

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2009-09-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today Mr Ong did not came.. Miss Ayin also never come.. Reading period we were talking.. After reading is history teacher never come we were like crazy.. Robert and Sayyid was acting as other teachers and students in our class! SUPER HILARIOUS!! Robert some more act as Jiajia!!!!!!!!! Jiajia seems so sad after that haiz...

Eatly in the morning i soooooo happy! Joanna Nicole senior tapped my shoulder and Bernice senior pulled my bag ! HAHAHA =]!!!!

After school Marcus, Ym, Zafirah and i stayed back to study and Bernice and Joanna Nicole came and talked to me and help me in maths !! =] Thanks alot seniors and thank you for listening to my probs! =]

Just now in msn was chatting with Joyi senior! HAHA! She so funny! SOUR! HAHAHAHA! SENSE OF HUMOR SIA! HAHA !!! =]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]

Overall was quite happy today except some things that made me sad, confused, angry, frustrated!!! HAIZ........

Ok la thats all for today. Cya! =]

Happy!!!

2009-09-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

Today early in the morning i received 2 chain msg.. Yesterday i slept for like 12 hours?!!Pig right? HAHA =]

I kinda played the whole day today.. I haven started studying sia.. (N)!!!! I must must must start studying by next week le!! 1 more day to play tomorrow haha!! Must play till siao!! ^^

I am chatting with Joyi and Ee Von in msn now so i am kinda bzy! =]

Ok la thats all for today. Cya!

Yesterday connection wan gone again..

2009-09-08T19:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday my connection was gone again.. Luckily the connection is back already!! ^^ There was choir yesterday and today! ^^ So happy! Because i can see them ma haha!!!

Its was very paiseh yesterday during choir cos we must sing solo and i was like the first person to sing... For alto..zzz haha!!

Ok la nothing much to post.. Just hope school faster faster reopen!!

Oh ya i bought my new bag le haha! Its white in colour.. Than my friend say i white gal.. White specs, white bag.. White and red phone but more white than red haha!!

Ok la thats all for today.Cya!

I just realised something.. zzz

2009-09-06T10:35:00.003+08:00

I just realised that my friend ZHANG SHIYU edited many of my posts!!!!! When i asked her to help me change blogskins.. Haiz.. No wonder i wonder why did i typed something like that?!!!.. Though the story of some of my posts she edited is the same she added some things in like .. Nevermind.. zzz..

Read my previous posts just now as i was bored..

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2009-09-06T10:01:00.005+08:00

Tutor was late again yesterday.. So pro.. ^o) He use pen and wrote on some of my maths homework that i had completed! That means i have to redo everything that he had wrote on!!! Haiz... Forget it just treat it as a form of practise as my maths is horrible.. ZzZ...

Elaine said that there might be a 6-6 class gathering the coming tuesday.. But i have cca.. So might not be going.. Zzz.. She asked me to skipped cca which i WILL NOT! Haha sorry guys.. Maybe i will go after my cca if you guys are still there.. Maybe.. HAHA!

There will be choir practise tomorrow! ^^ Thats means i can see Joyi and Eevon senior tomorrow! HAHA! So happy! =] I cant wait for tomorrow man! =] Tomorrow after my choir practise Carin and i are going to buy my bag.. Hopefully i found 1 that i like.. Just hope that she will not be late.. Zzz..

Haiz.. Its the holiday.. I think i must really use these period of time to study.. But i cant help procrastinating.. Haiz.. Must really study le.. Trying not to procrastinate cos now must memorise alot of history science maths formulas blah blah... DIE!...

Woke up actually wanted to play maple de.. Than i realised that my brother deleted it..!!! No mood to redownload la.. So long.. So watch movies in youtube and here i am now! BLOG! HAHA!

P.S: Zhiyun senior all the best for your N'levels though you do not have paper tomorrow. Work hard! ^^

Ok la thats all for now.. Bye!

Went to science centre today.. It was the last day of school today..

2009-09-04T20:18:00.003+08:00

Went to science centre today.. The show was quite nice though before the show starts than abit headache cos of the circles... But during the show never headache haha so i enjoyed the show!^^

Got back results today..

English = 78/100

Chinese= 64/100

Maths= 58/100

Science= 54.7/100

History= 85/100

D&T=70/100

Art=64/100

I was quite satisfied with my results except maths and science.. Quite disappointed.. My mum.. Haiz.. Nevermind..

Since it is over.. There is nothing i can do to change it.. So i can only look forward and keep going.. I must start studying le.. Cannot procrastinate le.. Tired..

Sianz only can online till 9pm.. Brother later want to use computer.. ZzZ.. School holidays le.. I do not like school holidays sia.. I rather go to school.. I do not want to rot at home because of boredom and i wan to see them!!! ...

Anyway Zhiyun's N levels is around the corner.. Monday start le.. Haiz.. Jia You senior!!! All the best for your N levels!!!

Ok la thats all for today.. Cya!

Ok i think i am back...

2009-09-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

After for not really posting for quite long.. My mood is some how back.. Thanks to Reyna for changing the blog skin for me^^!! Thanks Reyna!

Ok lets start from today.. This few days things is not going too well.. Haiz.. So sad.. :'( Friendship, everything is not going smoothly including studies.. Haiz.. I am exhausted...

Sometimes i feel that life is soo........ Never mind ... You are gone.. Everything is gone!!!! ...........

Maybe i had hit a rough patch in life.. Its horrible! There is no one i can confide my problems to! I am exploding soon!!! Nobody understands.. Not even parents.. Haiz............ I can only pray to God now.. Hope he can save me! AGONY! :'( I am physically tired but mentally DRAINED!

Ok la thats all for today.Cya!

No mood to post this few days..zzz

2009-09-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

Many things happened this few days.. Nobody knows what exactly is happening except myself.. Haiz.. I no mood to post.. zzz .. Just informing people who comes to my blog..zzz

Happy Teacher's Day!

2009-09-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day ^^ [ Mr Koh, Miss Loh, Mr Latiff, Mr Ong, Mr Low, Miss Vivien, Miss Leong, Mrs LeeHam and much much more...]

Its so boring at home man.. Rotting at home.. Zzz faster i wamt go school!! ZZZ.. Nothing much to post.. Yesterday went back to SAPS.. Felt so weird there..

Nothing much to post la.. Bye.......